Day 22

Another Slip But Another Step Forward.

I did weight myself and have been diligent on working out and eating right when I am home.  My biggest issue is getting myself to work out and eat right when I am not at home.  I go to my boyfriends house on the weekends and sometimes big parties that I am invited to.  I watch mu portions when I am at either one, but the food is the healthiest that I could be eating.  So the ugly numbers after a 20 stint of not updating this due to lack of motivation and seriously time.  I now weigh 310.  Before this weekend I was 308.  I gained 2.5lbs. this weekend and that is kinda depressing.  I will not let this completely discourage me though because, yes I did gain this weekend.  Overall though, I have lost 3lbs. in the last month.  Sure that is not a lot but even the smallest decrease in the numbers on the scale is a little victory.  Like I said, I just have to figure out what to do about the time I spend away from home to keep on track.  Its more of a matter of will power than anything else because when I am out of town, it's my relax and not worry about the things that I do every other day of the week.  I just have to keep this in the back of my head that I need to keep going and not get lackadaisical when it comes to my ultimate goal.  This Halloween will be the last that I worry about what I look like in my costume or having to worry about finding one that fits my wide butt and doesn't make me look pregnant when I am not.

Day Two

Day Two!!!!!

Its day two, like you couldn't tell from the heading, title and picture, lol.  Rather unremarkable day,  Worked out , stuck to the eating plan and that's about it.  I will not get back on the scale till Friday because that will be the last day that I will be home for about a week and a half.  I will continue to post everyday and keep up with my diet but no weigh ins until the 22nd.  I'm a little nervous to see what it will say on both days and nervous about myself.  I want to stick to this and have to find the will power to do it when I am not home.  Meal updates and exercise updates will be posted on their respective pages before I go to bed tonight.

Fed Up

I'm Completely Fed Up

With Myself....

I have been planning on doing this for months now for various reasons.  But I am lazy when it comes to working out and have very little motivation to diet.  I'll do diets for awhile and then talk myself out of it for one reason or another.  

These past couple of weeks have just gotten on my nerves.  Between not being able to take a shower without my belly knocking things off the shelves,  looking in the mirror or a window or even my shadow on the side walk and wanting to cry.  To feel so unattractive that my love life is suffering.

So with all of that, im done.  Im done being fat.  Im done being miserable.  Im just done!!

So this is day one of this and I am committing to do this everyday.  Later tonight, the weigh in will be posted and my exercise and food intake.  

Many people have said they want to join me in this project and my son actually is doing it with me too.  If you are interested just contact me on this blog and we will do this together.

Wish me luck and good luck to you too.