Another Slip But Another Step Forward.
I did weight myself and have been diligent on working out and eating right when I am home. My biggest issue is getting myself to work out and eat right when I am not at home. I go to my boyfriends house on the weekends and sometimes big parties that I am invited to. I watch mu portions when I am at either one, but the food is the healthiest that I could be eating. So the ugly numbers after a 20 stint of not updating this due to lack of motivation and seriously time. I now weigh 310. Before this weekend I was 308. I gained 2.5lbs. this weekend and that is kinda depressing. I will not let this completely discourage me though because, yes I did gain this weekend. Overall though, I have lost 3lbs. in the last month. Sure that is not a lot but even the smallest decrease in the numbers on the scale is a little victory. Like I said, I just have to figure out what to do about the time I spend away from home to keep on track. Its more of a matter of will power than anything else because when I am out of town, it's my relax and not worry about the things that I do every other day of the week. I just have to keep this in the back of my head that I need to keep going and not get lackadaisical when it comes to my ultimate goal. This Halloween will be the last that I worry about what I look like in my costume or having to worry about finding one that fits my wide butt and doesn't make me look pregnant when I am not.